25 Things
1. I enjoy being by myself, but only if I have reassurance that someone would be by my side if I asked them to.
2. I have major social anxiety, and I am not open about it because I don’t like to be judged.
3. I secretly get depressed a lot more than I let off to myself and others, and I have a feeling I know why but it’s never easy.
4. I can’t survive very long without a therapist (right now) or doing something absolutely amazing for myself— like traveling to a new place.
5. I talk better to elderly people than I do to people my own age.
6. I believe in god, but only because I don’t always know what to believe. I am agnostic, and truly spiritual… I don’t see how we are alone, I can’t comprehend it. I believe whole heartedly in our own “god”.
7. I want a tattoo on my back that says Life Is Poetry, then another one below it that says Faith, then another one on my foot of two flowers- one dark, one light holding each other, one bigger than the other.
8. I fall in love way too easily, but it doesn’t happen very often at all. I can never tell them either. I get into “relationships” easier than I fall in love.
9. I talk in symbols, and sometimes I fear that people take me too literally—- like when I talk about my gemini moon… It’s a way I’m basically saying that I have two sides. One is a mess, and one is a flying horse. Can you guess which one I listen to more?
10. I heart deep conversations, fate, talk of destiny even though I don’t always beleive in the latter.
11. Despite what I may have made these things sound like so far, I believe in myself.
12. Heartbreak gets me going, makes me stronger (after like a year of recovery)
13. I would love to say my goals keep me on track, and keep me strong… so I’m going to.
14. I couldn’t thrive without garlic (like if it all disappeared)… but I suppose I would choose another ingredient if that were truly the case.
15. I still love the Red Hot Chili Peppers, but I hardly listen to them anymore.
16. I think the juxtaposition of Tori Amos, Bjork, and Smashing Pumpkins dude is my soul mate… I’m sure you may have heard that or something similar before, but I claim it right now! Ha!
17. My alter ego is called Tiffany.
18. I overally enjoy Taco Bell gordita crunches and only one person knows but I’m not sure if she’s noticed to the degree.
19. I fantasize like all the time.
20. I read my horoscope more than I’d like to admit.
21. I love white wine. I love chocolate. I love them together.
22. If I couldn’t sing, I’d like to say I’d jump out a window but I think I’d probably develop another interest.
23. I am passionate about beauty.
24. I secretly wish my name was December.
25. I feel satisfied when I’ve finished something I told myself I couldn’t over and over again.
26. I usually start with negative and move up.
2 years ago