September 2009
3 posts
25 Things
1. I enjoy being by myself, but only if I have reassurance that someone would be by my side if I asked them to. 2. I have major social anxiety, and I am not open about it because I don’t like to be judged. 3. I secretly get depressed a lot more than I let off to myself and others, and I have a feeling I know why but it’s never easy. 4. I can’t survive very long without a...
Sep 26th
Thoughts on a thursday morning, but thursday has...
I feel so tired of my fast paced, ever drastically changing life. I change it up, and I fret everytime. It is so hard for me to decide, and when I finally do, I doubt my decisions. There is usually something that makes me curious if I’ve made the right choice. I felt like I was finding my niche in down town san jose… the lifestyle, the weather, the people, my friends, my...
Sep 24th
Tired.
Well, I’m tired. But more importantly. I am annoyed at myself for not following through with much. It makes sense why I’d like to be an OT, I have done many things to be creative, to find happiness… and I like to help others find theirs. I find that not everyone I care about it, wants to hear it though. I think that I need to worry less about their decisions and let them be who...
Sep 16th